You think that this right
but I swear to you
I will break you heart
I will hurt you
I am nothing anymore
I have a darkness that hurts me
and those around me
I have drawn away from those close to me
Maybe I was never close to them before.
There is no way out. I will not hang on anymore
I will let go
I have been stuck here,
I have fallen into this silence
And don’t you come for me.
Because you will not make it out here
without me hurting you
Because I will break your heart
It is all I have ever know to do
I cannot stop what I know to be true.
I am cold as can be
But be assured that I am still breathing
Even if it is the most shallow I have
ever breathed before.
I am still